Losses And Struggles; Age 19, he lost his father, then six months later, lost his new born son, to a car crash and the love of his life. He says, he has not been the same since he lost them. Two years later, he had a court date to fight for his two boys, and lost the case because of his mental disabilty. Enjoy the struggles is real story, of Rory Bressler. It started back in 2014. I was at the weight 250 pounds. I woke up one morning choking. I couldnt catch my breath, as I found my self gasping for air. I suddenly came out of it, by the grace of God. I really seen the light of heaven, having had a spiritual awakening. So I really started living with it, every morning waking up to same thing, pretty soon it started being a fobia of mine. I couldnt even go to the doctors. Also, didnt want to share it with my friends and family, because the struggles of mine just begun. One day I started eating, and then some odd reason I couldnt eat anything.... Breakfast was even hard for me to keep down. I couldnt eat durning the day, so I found myself falling back to reeses cups, as they were the only thing that coated my stomach, and made me feel full instead of empty.. Youre probably asking why I didnt go to the doctors? Well, the reason is my pockets were empty, and my life was out of control. The struggles were huge, months after months, I started losing lot of weight, throwing up in the morning, feeling sick, and didnt want to leave the house for 6-9 months. All I wanted to do, is lay in the bed everyday. My bed had become my comfort zone. I seen my mother, and family crying, and she told me Son, if you dont go see the doctors, youre going to die. Finally, my mother had seen enough, and she talked me into going, and seeing the doctors. They gave me 6 months to live, if things didnt change. Come to find out, I had some kind of bacteria in my system, and the doctors didnt know how, but it had to do with something I ate or drank. The doctors gave me some meds.