Teenage Love is Real! You can feel your passions moving deep inside your soul, no matter how many grown-ups tell you, "you don't feel nothing but hormones." I heard the same thing growing up, and decided to explore what I was feeling alone. My ignorance drove me to having affairs with multiple partners that sadly resulted in... STD's. Although, mine was curable others are not so fortunate. What was I missing, or even more what was I trying to fill? My desperation for acceptance, attention, affection, protection, and admiration made me think any boy could satisfy what hurt. Why was I driven by sex instead of love? I had to get down to the bottom, and hope to help you do the same in my steamy book entitled: Emotionally unstable (growing up without my daddy).